My life seems to be filled with problems. One after another

Been in Canada for more than three weeks.

Don't feel happy. mainly cuz of the work visa.

i always feel that my dream, my life would be crushed if i can't get the PR. because of that, it really really reduces my motivation to study hard. because to be brutally honest, i came here to study a master's degree to use it as a pathway to get PR.

IT'S EASY for me to get back to being unhappy easily. unhappy because:

1. work visa problem
2. hard classes
3. not main reason but sone reason: A guy named Guanglong Zeng that I really liked but he's far away

i think if the PR requirment is that as long as I can get a master in canada, then i think i will study really hard to get it. but now it seems that i have not sufficient motivation...

but at least i can't just be unhappy cuz of a stupid visa, right? i have my parents, my grandmother that I can feel happy about...

Now Guanglong has deleted me.... oh well.... i am feeling even worse....


i have to face the reality, regardless of whether Guanglong re-adds or not......

today is a heck of a day... a heck of Sunday