The grade was posted at 6:40 pm on Monday April 22. The blog was published at 5:30 Monday Apr 22. i checked email at 7:23 pm...
now im still at library. i haven't looked at the grades yet. my hands are trembling... heart beating fast... everything.... nervous, nervous...
should i look at it now? or should i wait until after the last final, which is in 3 days.... i think ill look at it now... so that the torture will be ok no matter the outcome....
God, please help me. if i pass, wish me future sucess. if i fail, please wish me to stay strong and be strong in future endeavors. God, please guide me in the right path regardless of the outcome for 599....
i think i'll look at it... there is no escaping...........
i'll go pee and then look at it... or ill go to hub and eat before look at it.... but.... ill have to face the truth and look at it....
toruturre will eventually be over..
struggle will be eventually over....
this ma program will be eventually over regardless of i finish ro not....
Wuhan, chINA... I'll come to you guys regardless of the outcome.....
mom, dad, waipo, i will come to you regardless of the outcome......
life, death.... it's all natural form of existence on this universe....
human, animal, plants, all other matters..... came with a purpose....
accidents, no acicdents, naturnal disater, no ddisaster, there is a purpose...
be fearless, be strong, be content, face whatever....
here I am. the same michael, the same yuanqi, here i am...
now im still at library. i haven't looked at the grades yet. my hands are trembling... heart beating fast... everything.... nervous, nervous...
should i look at it now? or should i wait until after the last final, which is in 3 days.... i think ill look at it now... so that the torture will be ok no matter the outcome....
God, please help me. if i pass, wish me future sucess. if i fail, please wish me to stay strong and be strong in future endeavors. God, please guide me in the right path regardless of the outcome for 599....
i think i'll look at it... there is no escaping...........
i'll go pee and then look at it... or ill go to hub and eat before look at it.... but.... ill have to face the truth and look at it....
toruturre will eventually be over..
struggle will be eventually over....
this ma program will be eventually over regardless of i finish ro not....
Wuhan, chINA... I'll come to you guys regardless of the outcome.....
mom, dad, waipo, i will come to you regardless of the outcome......
life, death.... it's all natural form of existence on this universe....
human, animal, plants, all other matters..... came with a purpose....
accidents, no acicdents, naturnal disater, no ddisaster, there is a purpose...
be fearless, be strong, be content, face whatever....
here I am. the same michael, the same yuanqi, here i am...
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